I was watching some show a while back and one of the characters was talking about wanting to sue someone and said “I have a lawyer on retainer and he will take my case.” Where someone pays a certain fee to have an attorney available when needed is not rare but I thought about how many people try to apply that to their lives. Sometimes trying to keep some people around, in case something happens and they need them for something but essentially ignoring the person otherwise. Reminds me of a coworker that complained about a friend of hers who, when she had a boyfriend, she would never contact my coworker, just nothing, and then, if she broke up with her boyfriend then suddenly, she wanted to hang out again. Texting and calling, trying to plan things, then poof, she got back with her boyfriend or got another one and never be heard from again until things got bad for some reason. If someone is a friend, they should always be a friend and not only when it suits one person.
And, as I pondered that issue, I started thinking how so many people that call themselves Christians do that same thing with God. They want Him available when they have a crisis, but otherwise ignore Him and His wishes for them. No thought of the Bible or the teachings of Christ, until disaster happens again.
I must admit, I have been that way myself, knowing God is real, knowing that Christ is His Son who died for my sins, knowing what I should do and should not do, but instead of doing as I should I do as I wish. Not being HORRIBLE, but still sinning somehow and not living as a Christian should and not obeying God. Waiting until I needed Him to pray or talk to Him. Not taking time to praise Him because of His mercies. Just, well keeping Him on retainer for when it suited me.
And, to be frank, it is wrong and was, in a manner of speaking, mocking God, essentially saying, “God, you hang out over there on the sidelines and I will call you when I need you.” As I see it, I ALWAYS need God. Maybe I am not in a position where I am in desperate need. Maybe I have no human needs at all. But I always have a spiritual need.
I was recently reading an article about people doing just like I did, called on God at extreme times and all but forgetting Him until the next hardship arose and then they would cry out to God, ask Jesus for forgiveness. And then, after the crisis passed they went right back to their old ways. Now, God doesn’t have a limit on forgiveness but the author of that article stated the result of repeated behavior like that is hardening of ones heart towards Christ.
The other issue is that Christ spoke about people being lukewarm and His feelings on that.
15 I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot.
16 So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.
I ran the risk that He would spew me out. Now, this is from Revelation and talking about the end of time but we don’t know when that will happen. It could be today for all we mortals know. It may be another thousand years. It will happen though and I do not want to either die and face judgement or face judgement after the tribulation and be found to be lukewarm. I won’t relegate God and Christ to the sidelines to be used when it works for me. If I believe in Christ and what He did for me; if I believe in salvation; if I believe in the Bible; then I need to always believe and practice what is taught. I need to listen for His voice and guidance. I need to not keep God on a retainer but rather worship and praise Him daily. I need to live for Him and His glory.
Lord, I praise Your Holy Name and I thank You for my salvation, bought with the suffering and blood of Jesus, your Son, who died and was resurrected to defeat death and sin. I pray in Jesus Name that I remember that You are not on a retainer for use by me as needed. That I need to remember all You did for me and praise You for those things daily. In times of joy and times of sorrow, in times of richness and times of poverty for You are worthy of praise and my service to you at all times, not only when I have need. I pray that You remind others and myself of that and help us all see and hear the truths You try to show us and to hear Your guidance for our lives. I ask that You draw me and loved ones nearer to You.
thanks for your time today. I hope all have a blessed day and are able to be a blessing to others as well.