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  I was going to get a drink of water a little while ago, then paused to think, I am a little thirsty, but not REALLY thirsty. I can remember times, working and didn’t pause to drink, hunting and had forgotten water, in Iraq and too occupied to have time to get a drink. Not a little thirst either, that […]

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I love the sunset.

Before I start, if anyone that finds themselves here on my blog that hasn’t seen my posts from yesterday (I died in the desert. and The band.) Please take a look. Personally was rewarding and painful both to write. I think, and hope, there is a blessing for someone in those words. Thank you.   I love the sunsets too. […]

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I love the Sonrise!

And God called the light Day, and the darkness he called Night. And the evening and the morning were the first day. Genesis 1:5 No, I didn’t misspell that, well, maybe sorta, but it was intentional. I often wake early, sit and read some scripture, pray and talk with God, then surf the internet, drink coffee and spend time enjoying […]

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The Band

OOOPS, Sorry, wrong band.   This is the band I meant. Now, I do not want to glorify war in anyway. It is a horrible thing to have happen, worse to experience it first hand. To quote a bit of Shakespeare: This day is call’d the feast of Crispian. He that outlives this day, and comes safe home, Will stand […]

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How I try to see myself.

I continue to work on understanding myself, my personal needs and shortcomings. I often have trouble seeing myself objectively. Not because I don’t want to find what needs fixed, but because human nature is such that a person candy coats negative thoughts about who they are and when trying to look from the inside out lose perspective. Someone who’s opinion […]

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My want needs to change.

NO, not THAT kind of change. Although, after I put it here, that tells me maybe I need at some point, look into money and how I should consider pursuit of material things differently. BUT…..let me not distract my current thoughts.   As I continue my struggles I started listening to Christian radio stations. One song that speaks to me […]

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My windshield is dirty.

  I think I need to clean my windshield so to speaks. You know how it is, your windshield will gradually get dirty and smudged, you can see fine and don’t notice, the dirt and such builds up slowly, you don’t notice too much because you can still see ok. Then, you take time when getting glass to clean the […]